Post by Leif on Apr 24, 2019 19:20:58 GMT -8
Year <i class="fa fa-angle-right" aria-hidden="true"></i> Hogwarts<i class="fa fa-angle-right" aria-hidden="true"></i> Mostly Gay <i class="fa fa-angle-right" aria-hidden="true"></i> Muggleborn <i class="fa fa-angle-right" aria-hidden="true"></i> Min Yoongi </fdesc>
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<ftitle> Personality </ftitle>
<p>Xenith has a contradictory personality that jumps back and forth. He is not bipolar. He doesn't have two personalities or a split. He was a boy who had a very difficult past. He was impulsively a kind, low stress, free-loving kid. But, he got hardened as life slapped him around. Many of his softer traits of his personality were overridden by training them out. They still exist. They can be found by those who get close to him. His personality is in a series of shells. The lower the shell number, the deeper the trait are, and the more natural it is. The higher the number, the more fake the personality is, but, it seems real as this is the outer shell. There are traits that go down to his very core and will repeat themselves multiple times. It is intentional.
<p><strong>5</strong> - Impression Personality
<p>This portion of his personality is how people perceive him. This is not his true personality. It is just the image he gives the world.
<p>Serene. He is calm and at peace. He seems untroubled. He looks like he knows what he is doing down to his habits. Not entirely predictable, but, they are consistent. He can be found at the library studying and keeping to himself. He disappears early in the morning to go on runs. He is entirely at peace when he is on his own.
<p>In groups of people he makes decisions quickly. His mind overanalyzes, but, he comes up with a decision in a snap decision even if he’d regret it. Regret is not something he likes, but he’d never show the regret to anyone. He’d just take it and bottle it up.
<p>He seems to be defiant and daring. He prefers to work alone because he does his best work there. Study groups don’t help him. Project groups are the bane of his existence. Around Hogwarts and Hogsmeade few know what he is up to. He made himself rather good at disappearing.
<p>He speaks back at people. If they annoy him, he is blunt and tells them they annoy him. It has gotten him into a fair bit of trouble, not just with his peer students, but with teachers, family, and prefects. He has lost Ravenclaw quite a few points, almost as much as he had earned Ravenclaw. Nobody remembers what he earned Ravenclaw, just what he lost.
<p>Fights are something he avoids taking a part of. Many people leave him alone. Xenith has a remarkable amount of upper body strength and strong legs. He’s always been very athletic. His lean physique doesn’t give off the appearance, but he can take a hit. In his early third year he got into a big fight, that he returned victorious from, from an individual much larger then him. He stood his ground. He did not falter. He did get a lot of detention. But, other students just saw that he vanished for a few days without explanation. He suffered a mental breakdown that stripped straight through all the layers of the onion, straight down to the core, the 0 personality.
<p>He defends his own. People don’t touch him. Many heard rumors about what he did one time. There are lies and other rumors about fights and things he did. Many were not true, but, it made him succeed and everyone believed the rumors. He never corrected them. They just knew him as a troublemaker, tough, defiant guy.
<p>When his roommates wake up, he is always gone. Xenith sXenithps very little, usually about five hours a night. He goes to bed around midnight and wakes up at five-thirty in the morning like clockwork. He doesn’t use alarm clocks. It is natural to him.
<p>When it comes to conflicts, he contradicts himself and his beliefs. Personal conflicts he believes in pacifism; he would rather stand and take the punch then fight back. He done so in the logic he would not make himself a larger target or encouraged more fights or cause himself to be hurt more. If he gains an injury from his father from hitting him in the gut, kicking his back or ribs if he collapsed on the ground, he tries his best to hide the injuries and not let anyone know about them. If the injuries bother him enough he'll visit a nurse and lie about the origin of the injuries blaming them on something like quidditch. His pacifism view changes and he believes that everyone must choose a side: Either one or the other. When it comes to war and politics he believes a neutral side does not exist and loyalties must be chosen.
<p>His quick decisions make people believe he is impulsive. But, the decisions are because he needed to do something quickly and didn't allow himself to think about it. Which is rather odd for a Ravenclaw, but, it was a taught trait that became dominant. This can make him reckless. His mouth can lead to fights. He'd push his limits and his boundaries. His morning runs would make him go into places students wouldn't go to. He's often up so early that he breaks curfew on a daily basis. But, he'd deal with the consequences. Some professors just kind of gave up. He didn't cause harm, and he was running.
<p>He's good at avoiding trouble for the most part. He knows where to hide, and how to be left alone in the castle. When he wants to try something forbidden, jack off in peace, or just simply be alone with a close friend he could. He's extraordinary at being quiet and can tip-toe through a place without effort and making a sound. He's shown a great mastery at magic that allows him to disguise things such as Transfiguration and some charms.
<p>He sneaks things into Hogwarts, and he can easily hide and disguise things as something else. When he was a child back in Korea, he learned to hoard and hide things and keep them secret. It serves him to this day, but, sometimes for far more then snacks. Xenith isn't afraid of new experiences. This would include alcohol, drugs, and even taking something shiny he saw in a shop and "forgot' to pay for.
<p><strong>4</strong> - Outer Personality.
<p>Once people start to get to know him. Project partners, class-mates, and more. This is the portion of the many layers of the onion they get to.
<p> He has some very strong points of views that dominates his ideals. He can hold a grudge, be cruel, and extremely blunt. His adoptive father had trained him to fight back, which, he is willing to do at times. He is cunning in ways trying to manipulate outcomes to hopefully end in his favor. He has strong pride in his self-achievements and strong ambitions to grow his list of achievements. He is very willing to backstab someone to push his own achievement ahead of theirs.
<p> Xenith is an intelligent person, and he know sit. He can keep his grades up far enough to keep his parents off of his back. With his grades he homes that one day he is granted access to the Restricted Section of the Hogwarts library. He believes it is a crime for magical knowledge to be limited. Many don’t realize how intelligent he is. He keeps quiet about schoolwork and grades. Some wonder when he does it. But, he does it often early in the morning.
<p><strong>3</strong> - Middle Personality
<p>This portion of his personality is the most balanced. It is a mix of his old self and his taught self. This is where friends and teachers see him.
<p>He knows he can be difficult to understand but, managing and controlling him is done by himself and passion. He can be directed into a direction, but, he'd always make the choice of either or not to take the next step. He generally can be seen as impulsive when it comes to a decision or a relationship he is seeking to pursue. Since his adoption, Xenith had taken an entirely different direction. He thinks now. He tries to control his impulse. But, sometimes he cannot. He still hoards food to the day.
<p>When given criticism, threatened, or hit, he takes it. He had learned to take a physical hit at a young age and take a few before falling down to the ground and risk his pride. Insults, criticism, being threatened, or being called names he can take and bottle them up. If someone were to chew him out for failing some subject or doing something completely wrong and humiliating himself, he'd shut up and take the criticism and respond that he understands it and he'll try to improve himself. He takes the emotions he bottles up, the threats, criticisms, insults, and he writes them down. He keeps a private journal with his feelings. At times he'd write it out as a poem, or a short story, or just an article about his life. He feels writing drains it out of him, and allows him to start afresh, anew. He bottles his emotions and memories within the journal. He can brush insults off and go on as nothing had happened, he has high self-esteem and self-confidence.
<p> He does not deprive himself from emotions. In fact, he loves emotions. He experiences sorrow, fury, happiness, and love. He is not an apathetic person. He is an optimist and sees the best in the future, and hopes for the best. Being an optimist helped ease his childhood. He does not like to say "No". If someone asks for something off of his plate, out of his backpack, or desk, he'd rarely say no unless he strongly favors the item. The few times he says "No" is when he is declining food, or answering simple questions about his opinions or making choices. However, most people are afraid to ask him. So nobody ever does. He would always accept gifts and never decline them, no matter what the gift is.
<p>When he is genuinely happy he may stop and do a small victory/happy dance to show how pleased he is. Rarely he may make up a theme song about himself with cheesy lines such as "Go Xenith! Go Xenith!" Usually when he does the happy dance is when he has achieved something significant to at least himself. Achievements, trophies, certificates, and winning competition helps his pride. It’s awkward when this part shows up. He’s taken great care of having a different perception about him. This is the most real thing people see about him without knowing him.
<p><strong>2</strong> - Inner “True Self first half” Personality
<p>This portion is mostly his personality that is a mix of his middle and core personality. These portions are part of his life that was mostly overridden by the outer shells. They don’t really exist anymore. Those that make it to this portion of his personality would realize how deep he goes, and wonder how many more layers he has. This is what his family knows him as, and is considered his “true self”
<p>He strongly desires to follow his heart to make all the decisions of his life for him, however that is not possible as his mind dominates and over-analyzes everything. Things he was taught dominates his personality. He was once impulsively soft. Sometimes impulse cannot be overridden. He tries his best to get over overanalyzing everything. He regrets his decisions a lot in the shower.
<p>Pacifism is something he shows people he doesn’t believe in. But, in reality he does. He wishes he could be pacifist, stay out of conflict. It would never happen.
<p>He is unusually submissive at this point. His outgoing, dominating personality fades away. It is as if it is a complete opposite. He would listen to others. He is a helpful person whom would help a complete stranger pick up groceries instead of laughing at her. He's sweet and always has a smile. He's kind to waiters and shopkeepers along with people whom talk to him.
<p><strong>1</strong> - Core “True Self second half” Personality
<p>This portion is exclusively his “Before” personality from when he was a small child in Korea, before his adoption. This part is the core of his heart and soul. But, it is very difficult for someone to get to and see the clear picture. Only the ones closest to his heart would realize his personality goes this deep. It is mostly his family. This is the second half of his true self personality.
<p>He had always known he was soft-hearted since he was a toddler. His soft tender heart that led him into trouble with his biological family. He has great affection and shows great passion, loyalty, and devotion to those that he loves and desires for.
<p> His biological father would at times called him hard, difficult to manage, control, overcome, or understand. He wasn’t. This was an entirely different part of his personality as a child.
<p>Names hold great value to him. He was given a name. His name was changed. He was given nicknames. They all held meaning. Any name he was ever given had an emotional amount of weight applied to it. It is one of the few, most, obvious things he cares about down to the core of his being. He introduced himself to a few people incorrectly as “Xenith” when he started at Hogwarts. It stuck around. It was his name there. He holds it with great value and pride. At home it is “Leo”, a name of great value and pride with his adoptive family. With his adoptive grandparents it is “Xenithroy”. But, if they go back to his Korean name, it shakes his entire core, and all the layers of his personality will fall away… to reveal the withdrawal core.
<p>He was a hoarder as a child and he would hoard things he considered valuable, food, and drink. This is forever a part of him.
<p><strong>0</strong> - Withdrawal / Protective
<p>It is rare that this part of his personality is reached. This is the portion of his personality that has been seen by an exclusive few people. The amount of people that have seen this portion of him could be counted on one hand. His mother, father, biological father, neighbor, and that one professor that soothed him in this third year.
<p>When Xenith withdraws to this point, he is protecting himself. He tunes out the world. He curls up into a ball and tries to make himself disappear. He’d often be an emotional ball with a broken head. It isn’t uncommon for there to be bodily damage, blood, or a broken bone. But, he ignores the pain. The emotional pain is more then the physical pain here.
<p>When he disappears he is very hard to find. He leaves behind everything. He doesn’t take a wand. He would walk off into the snow without a jacket and get frostbite. He just would vanish and be near impossible to find. Not even those that knew his personality in-and-out like his parents can find him. It takes several hours of searching to find him.
<p>He often goes to small and dark places. Places he can cry without making a noise. When discovered, the person that discovers him, if they speak to him smoothly and gently, he becomes instantly attached. Thus far only five people have had this happen to him, and one he doesn’t like. The person that discovers him will gain all the trust in the world from him.
<p>His withdrawal state can last up to a week. Often it takes 2-3 days for him to break out of it. It is most often triggered by very strong memories of his past.
<ftitle> History </ftitle>
Born in Seoul, South Korea on April 24, 2006 he was named Yang Jong-Soo. His name was nothing like his mothers or his fathers. His mother wanted to give him up, to let him belong to someone else. She didn’t want his father to be involved in his life, as she tried to escape. His mother had a difficult pregnancy with an abusive man, and there were many scares during the pregnancy. She passed soon after his birth. She loved the baby with all of her heart. She couldn’t give up the baby herself, because she fell in love with him. The hospital contacted “the father” that visited her often in the hospital trying to see his kid. With her gone and her having no family, his guardianship fell to his father. She had no will. She never expressed the abuse to anyone. His father was bitter and mean to his mother, but, that soon turned to abusing the child he had.
<p>He grew up with a father that didn’t feed him properly. The father just pushed him around. The father joined in riots. He was a ball of anger. He blamed the kid often. As the kid was growing, and became a strain on resources. One night he refused to do any homework or chores because he was feeling sick. He felt a lot of pain when he was seven years old. It was his birthday. Just a string of bad luck. His father didn’t believe him and his father pushed him around. “I hate you!” he screamed at his father. His father grabbed a knife and slapped him, cutting his cheek (which thankfully healed entirely) and stabbed the kid in the back a few times. He yelled and tried to fight back. His father flew across the room, as if by magic.
<p>The father left him there after he got up. He yelled and called the kid an abomination. He left. Xenith passed out and later awoke in a hospital, with his appendix removed and his back bandaged. The neighbor found him and was at the hospital. She was a wonderful older woman who saw after him and fed him often. Soon after that he was in the foster system. It was because of her he found a loving family.
<p>He did not spend very long in the foster system. He was lucky. The older woman had some friends she worked with at the Kyung Hee University. She was just a janitor. The friends were professors. They were trying to have a child and did not have much success. They came to meet her at the hospital room that he was staying in. Things just spiraled from there. The friends of the janitor came to visit a lot while he recovered in the hospital.
<p>He connected well with them. Through some magic of connections through friends in the muggle governments things changed quickly for the young boy. His name was changed to Xenith Misael Summers. He was adopted by the couple known as Eryn and Gareth Summers. When they left Korea six months later, they took him with him… to Wales. Xenith panicked over this move. The plane was fascinating to him. But, he was leaving his home, Korea. He communicated with his new adoptive parents through Broken English. They would make things clear in Korean, but, they spoke only Broken Korean. Communication was a barrier.
<p>As the years of his childhood past, things got better. The scars on his back healed. The scar on his cheek disappeared. His appendix scar nearly gone. His biological father was not able to locate him and was long gone. He felt safe and loved. But, he still hoarded food.
<p>Sometime after he turned eleven, he got a letter from an owl, a very weird looking owl with a missing ear. He found out about an entirely new world when that owl arrived and shortly after a representative from the school known as Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry arrived. This was an entirely new world for him and his parents. The idea of Diagon Alley, of which he went to alone was shocking. The world was new. Shocking. Everything was just a shock. His parents were surprised about everything and it made no sense to them. It was an extreme culture shock. They were professors at a top tier university. They often worked year round and were free during the summers.
<p>This summer they spent with him. They took their time to shop. Their parents didn’t want to be rushed. They wanted to explore along with him. Though, curiosity struck Gareth, his father. He wondered how they could tell their son was magical. An entire process was explained to them. Gareth was not comfortable that they could track his kid, if his kid did magic. Or track his location. He wanted his kid to not be tracked. It was a dangerous world he wasn’t comfortable in. But, the representative told him it was automatic and could not be undone until Xenith turned seventeen. They got a room in Diagon Alley for a few days. His parents exchanged currency and bought him everything on his list, and more. They bought him extra supplies, extra books, study guides to go with it. Everything.
<p>At the sorting ceremony his name was called. “Leo Summers”. He slowly walked up to the hat. It sat on his head. It spoke some words about ambition, power, about loyalty, about pursuit of knowledge. The hat stayed on his head to what seemed like moments to him, but, to everyone else it was barely forty-five seconds until the hat called out “Ravenclaw!”
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School was terrifying. He had a few meltdowns from getting lost. But, he did well in his classes. He was rather well prepared as his parents got him study guides, and enough equipment. He was able to easily practice and read. He kept to himself mostly his first year and kept himself busy. In his second and third year he became fiercely independent and started disappearing a lot as he worked on his own stuff. He seemed mysterious to others and a secret keeper. But, in reality he was studying. While he was quiet in the classroom and looked bored, he held some great grades and great test scores.
<p>His mom had often made comparisons and tried to make him be friends with random Asian people she encountered.
<p>In his early third year a bully of a sixth year struck him in the Courtyard because Xenith spoke back to him. Xenith didn’t falter. He didn’t hit back at first. He just stood there and took the hits. Mostly magical hits. The sixth year couldn't be bothered to use his own fists. When he had a bloodied nose and busted lip he looked down and saw the blood. His memory snapped back to his childhood. He dropped his bookbag and his wand on the ground. He didn't need his wand. He yelled insults at the boy in Korean and Welsh. He jumped up onto a small hedge and kicked the upper year in the chest knocking him down. "I hate you." Xenith snarled at him and socked him repeatedly and kicked him. The upper year ended up yelping, covered in tears. Xenith walked away with a bloodied face and disappeared without his wand and bookbag.
<p>The only thing people remember about this event was that Xenith took on a bigger person and won. He even did it without magic. Many people had an entirely different perception of him beyond that day. He was never bullied again. People left him alone. Some younger years feared him.
<p>It took most of the night before someone found him. He had remained hidden for several hours, missed several classes. He was curled into a ball and a sobbing mess, crying with no sound, unusually calm breathing similar to when he was a small child trying to hide from his biological father. A Professor found him, one that knew him since he begun at Hogwarts. She rubbed a hand on his back and spoke to him softly. She was soothing and calmed him dramatically. He ended up spending time in detention for fighting. He didn't return to class for a few days. People weren't sure what happened to him. His mental state was not all there, as he fell apart entirely and withdrew and became a fraction of his being. Hogwarts had to help him through a complete mental breakdown.
<p>Now he’s in his sixth year. His life was a complicated mess. He’s ready to change that story.
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Full Name: Leo Misael Summers
<br>Nicknames: Xenith, Leo, Xenithroy
<br>Age: Sixteen
<br>Date of Birth: April 24, 2006
<br>Hometown: Llansteffan, Carmarthenshire, Wales, United Kingdom
<br>Current Location: Ravenclaw Tower, bed closet to window on the left side, Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry, Black Lake, Moray, Banffshire, Scotland
<br>Gender: Male.
<br>Pronouns: He/His/Him
<br>Occupation: Student, Sixth year of Ravenclaw at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry.
<br>Blood Status: Muggleborn.
<br>Ethnicity: Korean/South Asian
<br>Nationality: Welsh
<br>Organizations: N/A
<br>Special Abilities: Panty Dropper.
<br>Languages: <blockquote>
English – Full oral, reading, and written fluency<br />Welsh – Full oral, reading, and written fluency<br />Korean – Mostly fluent in oral, reading, and written
<br />Listed in order of fluency/skill.
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<ftitle> physical appearances </ftitle>
Face Claim: Min Yoongi
<br>Height: 5’ 7”
<br>Hair Color: Black, he’s known to color it often with magic
<br>Hair Length: Few inches long, often styled.
<br>Eye Color: Dark Brown
<br>Dominant Hand: <blockquote>Ambidextrous – Often reverts to his left hand for wand usage and eating, but uses his right hand mostly for writing. He’s able to switch hands easily. </blockquote>
<br>Clothing Style: <blockquote>His clothing style is often very versatile. He may wear hats some days and bandanas other days. He has a large wardrobe from being an only child. It is rare he wears the same outfit twice when going out. He loves scarves, hats, bandanas and more. His fashion choices are far and wide. He’d wear flannel, fur, hats, jeans, scarves, jackets, and much more. He can even pull off a suit rather nicely. But, doesn’t wear then nearly enough. He only wears those when he has to impress somebody.<br /><br />Unfortunately school requires robes. He doesn’t like robes very much. He’d change out of them when he can. </blockquote>
<br>Scars: <blockquote>He has a few scars on his back, mostly line marks around the middle of his back, with a total of three. They’re faded, but, are a lightly raised bump. He’s rather sensitive about them and doesn’t like talking about the origin of his scars, as they are <em>stab</em> scars. </blockquote>
Piercings: <blockquote>
He has a few piercings, but, wears earrings now and then. Some teachers have him take them out, so at Hogwarts they aren’t as common. Usually it is a black diamond.
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Tattoos: None<br />
Distinguishing Features: <blockquote>
Mostly his stab marks on his centered back. His lips are pale pink. He has extremely strong posture with shoulders that are always in perfect position. Even when he sits or leans forward, somehow he manages to keep his back straight. It was mostly due to the few years he spent with a back brace. On his lower right side stomach he has an extremely barely noticeable faint scar from when his appendix was removed.
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<ftitle> family background </ftitle>
Mother: <blockquote>Eryn Elain Kenefick – Adoptive<br />
Sun Ho-Jin – Birth</blockquote>
<br>Father: <blockquote>Gareth Llewelyn Summers – Adoptive<br />
Tokko Yong-Sook - Birth</blockquote>
<br>Siblings: None
<br>Pets: <blockquote>
Cody – Egyptian Mau, also goes to Hogwarts<br />
Kai – German Shepard Mutt<br />
Gizmo – Pomeranian/Dogsdon<br />
Zeus – Golden Labrador
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<br>Spouse: Single
<br>Children: None
<br>Social Class: Upper Middle Class, Muggle World
<ftitle> relationships </ftitle>
Sexual Orientation: Predominantly Homosexual but more than incidentally heterosexual (4 on Kinsey)
<br>Romantic Orientation: Mostly gay, but open to see where life takes him
<br>Current Partner(s): None yet
<br>Past Partner(s): <blockquote>
Few short lived dates. None lasted long.
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Commitment Level: FXenithting. Doesn’t really tie down loyally at the moment. But, he keeps consistent.
<ftitle> personality </ftitle>
Likes: <blockquote>
<strong>Surprises</strong> - He loves to be surprised and he always had. He finds great delight in small hidden gems. He tries to be a bit of an optimistic and sees the good in nearly every surprise. The holidays are a surprise overload for him. He loves even the smallest gifts received.<br />
<strong>Men</strong> - Who doesn’t like a sexy torso? Their genitals? From the kissing? All of it. <br />
<strong>Magic</strong> - It changed his life. <br />
<strong>Honeydukes</strong> - He has a very strong sweet tooth.<br />
<strong>Family</strong> - He was adopted by two loving Welsh people. They are all the family he loves. They are his favorite people, even though they are embarrassing. <br />
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Dislikes: <blockquote>
<strong>Pacifism</strong> - He believes pacifism is a lie. Everyone has a side and they need to pick one. Now.<br />
<strong>Father</strong> - His biological father. Read his history for more information. He was an abusive bad man. <br />
<strong>Cherry</strong> - Tastes like medicine.<br />
<strong>Questions about Korea</strong> - He hates when people asks him about Korea. It was all bad times for him.<br />
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Strengths: <blockquote>
<strong>Character</strong> - His character is strong as he is a very trusting and kind person. He is very blunt. He’s not afraid to try new things and encourages new experience. He won’t judge something until he’s tried it himself. When he asks someone for a favor, often times his deeds far outweighs what he asked for. <br />
<strong>Taking a Hit</strong> - Boy can take a punch, yo.<br />
<strong>Passion</strong> - He is passionate with a strong sense of devotion and a pursuit to the passions and his senses. He wants to experience everything that life offers him. He was born into a family that didn’t care for him. He was shown love by people in the world that taught him to love life and to pursue passion. <br />
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Weaknesses: <blockquote>
<strong>Materialistic</strong> - He is quite materialistic. He has a giant wardrobe, a large room. He gets money and new things often from his parents. It’s led him to appreciate the finer parts of life.<br />
<strong>Stubborn</strong> - While he will try new things, he can be very closed minded when it comes to his own belief system. When his mind is set, he is hard-headed, and strong-willed that it takes an act of a country to correct it.<br />
<strong>Memory of his past</strong> - When the memory of his past strikes him he can lock up rather badly and suffer a mental breakdown.<br />
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Veritaserum: <blockquote>
He misses his biological father greatly and wonders about him. But, his biological father was extremely abusive and he’s afraid to ask about him. He tried searching on the internet trying to find him.
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Boggart: <blockquote>
His biggest fear is his biological father finding him and taking him back.
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Amortentia: <blockquote>
1) J'adore by Dior, the scent his adoptive mother wore the first time he met her.<br />2) Bleu De Chanel, the scent his adoptive father wore the first time he met him.<br />3) The scent of fresh cold air from the Scottish highlands in the morning the day after it rained.
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Mirror of Erised: <blockquote>
When he looks in the mirror all he’d see is a reflection of himself and his adoptive parents. He’s pretty happy. He desires to never lose them.
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Dementor: <blockquote>
His worst memory was being stabbed in the back a few times by his father.
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Patronus: <blockquote>
Vulpes Vulpes Fox, and his happiest memory is landing in Cardiff Wales from Korea for the first time, realizing he really had a new home.
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Wand: <blockquote>
Eleven and three quarter inch hazel wood with a rigid dragon heartstring core from an ancient dragon that eluded hunters lifetimes until a simple lightning storm downed him.</blockquote>
<ftitle> player </ftitle>
Alias: ashkir / nick
<br>Age: 29
<br>Pronouns: He/Him
<br>Contact: Discord
<br>Timezone: Pacific
<br>Mature y/n/ask?: Yep!
<br>Triggers: <blockquote>
None
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About Me: <blockquote>
Well… Ask. I’m a gay man from California that works in the data analytics field as a manager. I lead a busy life, and fell in love with a guy that moved to Peru and came back and now I’m hopelessly in love with him again? I also like cookies that are chewey and my five Tetra fish.
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Other Characters: <blockquote>
None
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<br>Rules Password: Locomotor
<br>How did you find us?: <blockquote>
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<ftitle> Personality </ftitle>
<p>Xenith has a contradictory personality that jumps back and forth. He is not bipolar. He doesn't have two personalities or a split. He was a boy who had a very difficult past. He was impulsively a kind, low stress, free-loving kid. But, he got hardened as life slapped him around. Many of his softer traits of his personality were overridden by training them out. They still exist. They can be found by those who get close to him. His personality is in a series of shells. The lower the shell number, the deeper the trait are, and the more natural it is. The higher the number, the more fake the personality is, but, it seems real as this is the outer shell. There are traits that go down to his very core and will repeat themselves multiple times. It is intentional.
<p><strong>5</strong> - Impression Personality
<p>This portion of his personality is how people perceive him. This is not his true personality. It is just the image he gives the world.
<p>Serene. He is calm and at peace. He seems untroubled. He looks like he knows what he is doing down to his habits. Not entirely predictable, but, they are consistent. He can be found at the library studying and keeping to himself. He disappears early in the morning to go on runs. He is entirely at peace when he is on his own.
<p>In groups of people he makes decisions quickly. His mind overanalyzes, but, he comes up with a decision in a snap decision even if he’d regret it. Regret is not something he likes, but he’d never show the regret to anyone. He’d just take it and bottle it up.
<p>He seems to be defiant and daring. He prefers to work alone because he does his best work there. Study groups don’t help him. Project groups are the bane of his existence. Around Hogwarts and Hogsmeade few know what he is up to. He made himself rather good at disappearing.
<p>He speaks back at people. If they annoy him, he is blunt and tells them they annoy him. It has gotten him into a fair bit of trouble, not just with his peer students, but with teachers, family, and prefects. He has lost Ravenclaw quite a few points, almost as much as he had earned Ravenclaw. Nobody remembers what he earned Ravenclaw, just what he lost.
<p>Fights are something he avoids taking a part of. Many people leave him alone. Xenith has a remarkable amount of upper body strength and strong legs. He’s always been very athletic. His lean physique doesn’t give off the appearance, but he can take a hit. In his early third year he got into a big fight, that he returned victorious from, from an individual much larger then him. He stood his ground. He did not falter. He did get a lot of detention. But, other students just saw that he vanished for a few days without explanation. He suffered a mental breakdown that stripped straight through all the layers of the onion, straight down to the core, the 0 personality.
<p>He defends his own. People don’t touch him. Many heard rumors about what he did one time. There are lies and other rumors about fights and things he did. Many were not true, but, it made him succeed and everyone believed the rumors. He never corrected them. They just knew him as a troublemaker, tough, defiant guy.
<p>When his roommates wake up, he is always gone. Xenith sXenithps very little, usually about five hours a night. He goes to bed around midnight and wakes up at five-thirty in the morning like clockwork. He doesn’t use alarm clocks. It is natural to him.
<p>When it comes to conflicts, he contradicts himself and his beliefs. Personal conflicts he believes in pacifism; he would rather stand and take the punch then fight back. He done so in the logic he would not make himself a larger target or encouraged more fights or cause himself to be hurt more. If he gains an injury from his father from hitting him in the gut, kicking his back or ribs if he collapsed on the ground, he tries his best to hide the injuries and not let anyone know about them. If the injuries bother him enough he'll visit a nurse and lie about the origin of the injuries blaming them on something like quidditch. His pacifism view changes and he believes that everyone must choose a side: Either one or the other. When it comes to war and politics he believes a neutral side does not exist and loyalties must be chosen.
<p>His quick decisions make people believe he is impulsive. But, the decisions are because he needed to do something quickly and didn't allow himself to think about it. Which is rather odd for a Ravenclaw, but, it was a taught trait that became dominant. This can make him reckless. His mouth can lead to fights. He'd push his limits and his boundaries. His morning runs would make him go into places students wouldn't go to. He's often up so early that he breaks curfew on a daily basis. But, he'd deal with the consequences. Some professors just kind of gave up. He didn't cause harm, and he was running.
<p>He's good at avoiding trouble for the most part. He knows where to hide, and how to be left alone in the castle. When he wants to try something forbidden, jack off in peace, or just simply be alone with a close friend he could. He's extraordinary at being quiet and can tip-toe through a place without effort and making a sound. He's shown a great mastery at magic that allows him to disguise things such as Transfiguration and some charms.
<p>He sneaks things into Hogwarts, and he can easily hide and disguise things as something else. When he was a child back in Korea, he learned to hoard and hide things and keep them secret. It serves him to this day, but, sometimes for far more then snacks. Xenith isn't afraid of new experiences. This would include alcohol, drugs, and even taking something shiny he saw in a shop and "forgot' to pay for.
<p><strong>4</strong> - Outer Personality.
<p>Once people start to get to know him. Project partners, class-mates, and more. This is the portion of the many layers of the onion they get to.
<p> He has some very strong points of views that dominates his ideals. He can hold a grudge, be cruel, and extremely blunt. His adoptive father had trained him to fight back, which, he is willing to do at times. He is cunning in ways trying to manipulate outcomes to hopefully end in his favor. He has strong pride in his self-achievements and strong ambitions to grow his list of achievements. He is very willing to backstab someone to push his own achievement ahead of theirs.
<p> Xenith is an intelligent person, and he know sit. He can keep his grades up far enough to keep his parents off of his back. With his grades he homes that one day he is granted access to the Restricted Section of the Hogwarts library. He believes it is a crime for magical knowledge to be limited. Many don’t realize how intelligent he is. He keeps quiet about schoolwork and grades. Some wonder when he does it. But, he does it often early in the morning.
<p><strong>3</strong> - Middle Personality
<p>This portion of his personality is the most balanced. It is a mix of his old self and his taught self. This is where friends and teachers see him.
<p>He knows he can be difficult to understand but, managing and controlling him is done by himself and passion. He can be directed into a direction, but, he'd always make the choice of either or not to take the next step. He generally can be seen as impulsive when it comes to a decision or a relationship he is seeking to pursue. Since his adoption, Xenith had taken an entirely different direction. He thinks now. He tries to control his impulse. But, sometimes he cannot. He still hoards food to the day.
<p>When given criticism, threatened, or hit, he takes it. He had learned to take a physical hit at a young age and take a few before falling down to the ground and risk his pride. Insults, criticism, being threatened, or being called names he can take and bottle them up. If someone were to chew him out for failing some subject or doing something completely wrong and humiliating himself, he'd shut up and take the criticism and respond that he understands it and he'll try to improve himself. He takes the emotions he bottles up, the threats, criticisms, insults, and he writes them down. He keeps a private journal with his feelings. At times he'd write it out as a poem, or a short story, or just an article about his life. He feels writing drains it out of him, and allows him to start afresh, anew. He bottles his emotions and memories within the journal. He can brush insults off and go on as nothing had happened, he has high self-esteem and self-confidence.
<p> He does not deprive himself from emotions. In fact, he loves emotions. He experiences sorrow, fury, happiness, and love. He is not an apathetic person. He is an optimist and sees the best in the future, and hopes for the best. Being an optimist helped ease his childhood. He does not like to say "No". If someone asks for something off of his plate, out of his backpack, or desk, he'd rarely say no unless he strongly favors the item. The few times he says "No" is when he is declining food, or answering simple questions about his opinions or making choices. However, most people are afraid to ask him. So nobody ever does. He would always accept gifts and never decline them, no matter what the gift is.
<p>When he is genuinely happy he may stop and do a small victory/happy dance to show how pleased he is. Rarely he may make up a theme song about himself with cheesy lines such as "Go Xenith! Go Xenith!" Usually when he does the happy dance is when he has achieved something significant to at least himself. Achievements, trophies, certificates, and winning competition helps his pride. It’s awkward when this part shows up. He’s taken great care of having a different perception about him. This is the most real thing people see about him without knowing him.
<p><strong>2</strong> - Inner “True Self first half” Personality
<p>This portion is mostly his personality that is a mix of his middle and core personality. These portions are part of his life that was mostly overridden by the outer shells. They don’t really exist anymore. Those that make it to this portion of his personality would realize how deep he goes, and wonder how many more layers he has. This is what his family knows him as, and is considered his “true self”
<p>He strongly desires to follow his heart to make all the decisions of his life for him, however that is not possible as his mind dominates and over-analyzes everything. Things he was taught dominates his personality. He was once impulsively soft. Sometimes impulse cannot be overridden. He tries his best to get over overanalyzing everything. He regrets his decisions a lot in the shower.
<p>Pacifism is something he shows people he doesn’t believe in. But, in reality he does. He wishes he could be pacifist, stay out of conflict. It would never happen.
<p>He is unusually submissive at this point. His outgoing, dominating personality fades away. It is as if it is a complete opposite. He would listen to others. He is a helpful person whom would help a complete stranger pick up groceries instead of laughing at her. He's sweet and always has a smile. He's kind to waiters and shopkeepers along with people whom talk to him.
<p><strong>1</strong> - Core “True Self second half” Personality
<p>This portion is exclusively his “Before” personality from when he was a small child in Korea, before his adoption. This part is the core of his heart and soul. But, it is very difficult for someone to get to and see the clear picture. Only the ones closest to his heart would realize his personality goes this deep. It is mostly his family. This is the second half of his true self personality.
<p>He had always known he was soft-hearted since he was a toddler. His soft tender heart that led him into trouble with his biological family. He has great affection and shows great passion, loyalty, and devotion to those that he loves and desires for.
<p> His biological father would at times called him hard, difficult to manage, control, overcome, or understand. He wasn’t. This was an entirely different part of his personality as a child.
<p>Names hold great value to him. He was given a name. His name was changed. He was given nicknames. They all held meaning. Any name he was ever given had an emotional amount of weight applied to it. It is one of the few, most, obvious things he cares about down to the core of his being. He introduced himself to a few people incorrectly as “Xenith” when he started at Hogwarts. It stuck around. It was his name there. He holds it with great value and pride. At home it is “Leo”, a name of great value and pride with his adoptive family. With his adoptive grandparents it is “Xenithroy”. But, if they go back to his Korean name, it shakes his entire core, and all the layers of his personality will fall away… to reveal the withdrawal core.
<p>He was a hoarder as a child and he would hoard things he considered valuable, food, and drink. This is forever a part of him.
<p><strong>0</strong> - Withdrawal / Protective
<p>It is rare that this part of his personality is reached. This is the portion of his personality that has been seen by an exclusive few people. The amount of people that have seen this portion of him could be counted on one hand. His mother, father, biological father, neighbor, and that one professor that soothed him in this third year.
<p>When Xenith withdraws to this point, he is protecting himself. He tunes out the world. He curls up into a ball and tries to make himself disappear. He’d often be an emotional ball with a broken head. It isn’t uncommon for there to be bodily damage, blood, or a broken bone. But, he ignores the pain. The emotional pain is more then the physical pain here.
<p>When he disappears he is very hard to find. He leaves behind everything. He doesn’t take a wand. He would walk off into the snow without a jacket and get frostbite. He just would vanish and be near impossible to find. Not even those that knew his personality in-and-out like his parents can find him. It takes several hours of searching to find him.
<p>He often goes to small and dark places. Places he can cry without making a noise. When discovered, the person that discovers him, if they speak to him smoothly and gently, he becomes instantly attached. Thus far only five people have had this happen to him, and one he doesn’t like. The person that discovers him will gain all the trust in the world from him.
<p>His withdrawal state can last up to a week. Often it takes 2-3 days for him to break out of it. It is most often triggered by very strong memories of his past.
<ftitle> History </ftitle>
Born in Seoul, South Korea on April 24, 2006 he was named Yang Jong-Soo. His name was nothing like his mothers or his fathers. His mother wanted to give him up, to let him belong to someone else. She didn’t want his father to be involved in his life, as she tried to escape. His mother had a difficult pregnancy with an abusive man, and there were many scares during the pregnancy. She passed soon after his birth. She loved the baby with all of her heart. She couldn’t give up the baby herself, because she fell in love with him. The hospital contacted “the father” that visited her often in the hospital trying to see his kid. With her gone and her having no family, his guardianship fell to his father. She had no will. She never expressed the abuse to anyone. His father was bitter and mean to his mother, but, that soon turned to abusing the child he had.
<p>He grew up with a father that didn’t feed him properly. The father just pushed him around. The father joined in riots. He was a ball of anger. He blamed the kid often. As the kid was growing, and became a strain on resources. One night he refused to do any homework or chores because he was feeling sick. He felt a lot of pain when he was seven years old. It was his birthday. Just a string of bad luck. His father didn’t believe him and his father pushed him around. “I hate you!” he screamed at his father. His father grabbed a knife and slapped him, cutting his cheek (which thankfully healed entirely) and stabbed the kid in the back a few times. He yelled and tried to fight back. His father flew across the room, as if by magic.
<p>The father left him there after he got up. He yelled and called the kid an abomination. He left. Xenith passed out and later awoke in a hospital, with his appendix removed and his back bandaged. The neighbor found him and was at the hospital. She was a wonderful older woman who saw after him and fed him often. Soon after that he was in the foster system. It was because of her he found a loving family.
<p>He did not spend very long in the foster system. He was lucky. The older woman had some friends she worked with at the Kyung Hee University. She was just a janitor. The friends were professors. They were trying to have a child and did not have much success. They came to meet her at the hospital room that he was staying in. Things just spiraled from there. The friends of the janitor came to visit a lot while he recovered in the hospital.
<p>He connected well with them. Through some magic of connections through friends in the muggle governments things changed quickly for the young boy. His name was changed to Xenith Misael Summers. He was adopted by the couple known as Eryn and Gareth Summers. When they left Korea six months later, they took him with him… to Wales. Xenith panicked over this move. The plane was fascinating to him. But, he was leaving his home, Korea. He communicated with his new adoptive parents through Broken English. They would make things clear in Korean, but, they spoke only Broken Korean. Communication was a barrier.
<p>As the years of his childhood past, things got better. The scars on his back healed. The scar on his cheek disappeared. His appendix scar nearly gone. His biological father was not able to locate him and was long gone. He felt safe and loved. But, he still hoarded food.
<p>Sometime after he turned eleven, he got a letter from an owl, a very weird looking owl with a missing ear. He found out about an entirely new world when that owl arrived and shortly after a representative from the school known as Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry arrived. This was an entirely new world for him and his parents. The idea of Diagon Alley, of which he went to alone was shocking. The world was new. Shocking. Everything was just a shock. His parents were surprised about everything and it made no sense to them. It was an extreme culture shock. They were professors at a top tier university. They often worked year round and were free during the summers.
<p>This summer they spent with him. They took their time to shop. Their parents didn’t want to be rushed. They wanted to explore along with him. Though, curiosity struck Gareth, his father. He wondered how they could tell their son was magical. An entire process was explained to them. Gareth was not comfortable that they could track his kid, if his kid did magic. Or track his location. He wanted his kid to not be tracked. It was a dangerous world he wasn’t comfortable in. But, the representative told him it was automatic and could not be undone until Xenith turned seventeen. They got a room in Diagon Alley for a few days. His parents exchanged currency and bought him everything on his list, and more. They bought him extra supplies, extra books, study guides to go with it. Everything.
<p>At the sorting ceremony his name was called. “Leo Summers”. He slowly walked up to the hat. It sat on his head. It spoke some words about ambition, power, about loyalty, about pursuit of knowledge. The hat stayed on his head to what seemed like moments to him, but, to everyone else it was barely forty-five seconds until the hat called out “Ravenclaw!”
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School was terrifying. He had a few meltdowns from getting lost. But, he did well in his classes. He was rather well prepared as his parents got him study guides, and enough equipment. He was able to easily practice and read. He kept to himself mostly his first year and kept himself busy. In his second and third year he became fiercely independent and started disappearing a lot as he worked on his own stuff. He seemed mysterious to others and a secret keeper. But, in reality he was studying. While he was quiet in the classroom and looked bored, he held some great grades and great test scores.
<p>His mom had often made comparisons and tried to make him be friends with random Asian people she encountered.
<p>In his early third year a bully of a sixth year struck him in the Courtyard because Xenith spoke back to him. Xenith didn’t falter. He didn’t hit back at first. He just stood there and took the hits. Mostly magical hits. The sixth year couldn't be bothered to use his own fists. When he had a bloodied nose and busted lip he looked down and saw the blood. His memory snapped back to his childhood. He dropped his bookbag and his wand on the ground. He didn't need his wand. He yelled insults at the boy in Korean and Welsh. He jumped up onto a small hedge and kicked the upper year in the chest knocking him down. "I hate you." Xenith snarled at him and socked him repeatedly and kicked him. The upper year ended up yelping, covered in tears. Xenith walked away with a bloodied face and disappeared without his wand and bookbag.
<p>The only thing people remember about this event was that Xenith took on a bigger person and won. He even did it without magic. Many people had an entirely different perception of him beyond that day. He was never bullied again. People left him alone. Some younger years feared him.
<p>It took most of the night before someone found him. He had remained hidden for several hours, missed several classes. He was curled into a ball and a sobbing mess, crying with no sound, unusually calm breathing similar to when he was a small child trying to hide from his biological father. A Professor found him, one that knew him since he begun at Hogwarts. She rubbed a hand on his back and spoke to him softly. She was soothing and calmed him dramatically. He ended up spending time in detention for fighting. He didn't return to class for a few days. People weren't sure what happened to him. His mental state was not all there, as he fell apart entirely and withdrew and became a fraction of his being. Hogwarts had to help him through a complete mental breakdown.
<p>Now he’s in his sixth year. His life was a complicated mess. He’s ready to change that story.
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<a href="https://shadowplayers.jcink.net/index.php?showuser=104"><ftitle> basics </ftitle></a>
Full Name: Leo Misael Summers
<br>Nicknames: Xenith, Leo, Xenithroy
<br>Age: Sixteen
<br>Date of Birth: April 24, 2006
<br>Hometown: Llansteffan, Carmarthenshire, Wales, United Kingdom
<br>Current Location: Ravenclaw Tower, bed closet to window on the left side, Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry, Black Lake, Moray, Banffshire, Scotland
<br>Gender: Male.
<br>Pronouns: He/His/Him
<br>Occupation: Student, Sixth year of Ravenclaw at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry.
<br>Blood Status: Muggleborn.
<br>Ethnicity: Korean/South Asian
<br>Nationality: Welsh
<br>Organizations: N/A
<br>Special Abilities: Panty Dropper.
<br>Languages: <blockquote>
English – Full oral, reading, and written fluency<br />Welsh – Full oral, reading, and written fluency<br />Korean – Mostly fluent in oral, reading, and written
<br />Listed in order of fluency/skill.
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<ftitle> physical appearances </ftitle>
Face Claim: Min Yoongi
<br>Height: 5’ 7”
<br>Hair Color: Black, he’s known to color it often with magic
<br>Hair Length: Few inches long, often styled.
<br>Eye Color: Dark Brown
<br>Dominant Hand: <blockquote>Ambidextrous – Often reverts to his left hand for wand usage and eating, but uses his right hand mostly for writing. He’s able to switch hands easily. </blockquote>
<br>Clothing Style: <blockquote>His clothing style is often very versatile. He may wear hats some days and bandanas other days. He has a large wardrobe from being an only child. It is rare he wears the same outfit twice when going out. He loves scarves, hats, bandanas and more. His fashion choices are far and wide. He’d wear flannel, fur, hats, jeans, scarves, jackets, and much more. He can even pull off a suit rather nicely. But, doesn’t wear then nearly enough. He only wears those when he has to impress somebody.<br /><br />Unfortunately school requires robes. He doesn’t like robes very much. He’d change out of them when he can. </blockquote>
<br>Scars: <blockquote>He has a few scars on his back, mostly line marks around the middle of his back, with a total of three. They’re faded, but, are a lightly raised bump. He’s rather sensitive about them and doesn’t like talking about the origin of his scars, as they are <em>stab</em> scars. </blockquote>
Piercings: <blockquote>
He has a few piercings, but, wears earrings now and then. Some teachers have him take them out, so at Hogwarts they aren’t as common. Usually it is a black diamond.
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Tattoos: None<br />
Distinguishing Features: <blockquote>
Mostly his stab marks on his centered back. His lips are pale pink. He has extremely strong posture with shoulders that are always in perfect position. Even when he sits or leans forward, somehow he manages to keep his back straight. It was mostly due to the few years he spent with a back brace. On his lower right side stomach he has an extremely barely noticeable faint scar from when his appendix was removed.
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<ftitle> family background </ftitle>
Mother: <blockquote>Eryn Elain Kenefick – Adoptive<br />
Sun Ho-Jin – Birth</blockquote>
<br>Father: <blockquote>Gareth Llewelyn Summers – Adoptive<br />
Tokko Yong-Sook - Birth</blockquote>
<br>Siblings: None
<br>Pets: <blockquote>
Cody – Egyptian Mau, also goes to Hogwarts<br />
Kai – German Shepard Mutt<br />
Gizmo – Pomeranian/Dogsdon<br />
Zeus – Golden Labrador
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<br>Spouse: Single
<br>Children: None
<br>Social Class: Upper Middle Class, Muggle World
<ftitle> relationships </ftitle>
Sexual Orientation: Predominantly Homosexual but more than incidentally heterosexual (4 on Kinsey)
<br>Romantic Orientation: Mostly gay, but open to see where life takes him
<br>Current Partner(s): None yet
<br>Past Partner(s): <blockquote>
Few short lived dates. None lasted long.
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Commitment Level: FXenithting. Doesn’t really tie down loyally at the moment. But, he keeps consistent.
<ftitle> personality </ftitle>
Likes: <blockquote>
<strong>Surprises</strong> - He loves to be surprised and he always had. He finds great delight in small hidden gems. He tries to be a bit of an optimistic and sees the good in nearly every surprise. The holidays are a surprise overload for him. He loves even the smallest gifts received.<br />
<strong>Men</strong> - Who doesn’t like a sexy torso? Their genitals? From the kissing? All of it. <br />
<strong>Magic</strong> - It changed his life. <br />
<strong>Honeydukes</strong> - He has a very strong sweet tooth.<br />
<strong>Family</strong> - He was adopted by two loving Welsh people. They are all the family he loves. They are his favorite people, even though they are embarrassing. <br />
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Dislikes: <blockquote>
<strong>Pacifism</strong> - He believes pacifism is a lie. Everyone has a side and they need to pick one. Now.<br />
<strong>Father</strong> - His biological father. Read his history for more information. He was an abusive bad man. <br />
<strong>Cherry</strong> - Tastes like medicine.<br />
<strong>Questions about Korea</strong> - He hates when people asks him about Korea. It was all bad times for him.<br />
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Strengths: <blockquote>
<strong>Character</strong> - His character is strong as he is a very trusting and kind person. He is very blunt. He’s not afraid to try new things and encourages new experience. He won’t judge something until he’s tried it himself. When he asks someone for a favor, often times his deeds far outweighs what he asked for. <br />
<strong>Taking a Hit</strong> - Boy can take a punch, yo.<br />
<strong>Passion</strong> - He is passionate with a strong sense of devotion and a pursuit to the passions and his senses. He wants to experience everything that life offers him. He was born into a family that didn’t care for him. He was shown love by people in the world that taught him to love life and to pursue passion. <br />
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Weaknesses: <blockquote>
<strong>Materialistic</strong> - He is quite materialistic. He has a giant wardrobe, a large room. He gets money and new things often from his parents. It’s led him to appreciate the finer parts of life.<br />
<strong>Stubborn</strong> - While he will try new things, he can be very closed minded when it comes to his own belief system. When his mind is set, he is hard-headed, and strong-willed that it takes an act of a country to correct it.<br />
<strong>Memory of his past</strong> - When the memory of his past strikes him he can lock up rather badly and suffer a mental breakdown.<br />
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Veritaserum: <blockquote>
He misses his biological father greatly and wonders about him. But, his biological father was extremely abusive and he’s afraid to ask about him. He tried searching on the internet trying to find him.
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Boggart: <blockquote>
His biggest fear is his biological father finding him and taking him back.
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Amortentia: <blockquote>
1) J'adore by Dior, the scent his adoptive mother wore the first time he met her.<br />2) Bleu De Chanel, the scent his adoptive father wore the first time he met him.<br />3) The scent of fresh cold air from the Scottish highlands in the morning the day after it rained.
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Mirror of Erised: <blockquote>
When he looks in the mirror all he’d see is a reflection of himself and his adoptive parents. He’s pretty happy. He desires to never lose them.
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Dementor: <blockquote>
His worst memory was being stabbed in the back a few times by his father.
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Patronus: <blockquote>
Vulpes Vulpes Fox, and his happiest memory is landing in Cardiff Wales from Korea for the first time, realizing he really had a new home.
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Wand: <blockquote>
Eleven and three quarter inch hazel wood with a rigid dragon heartstring core from an ancient dragon that eluded hunters lifetimes until a simple lightning storm downed him.</blockquote>
<ftitle> player </ftitle>
Alias: ashkir / nick
<br>Age: 29
<br>Pronouns: He/Him
<br>Contact: Discord
<br>Timezone: Pacific
<br>Mature y/n/ask?: Yep!
<br>Triggers: <blockquote>
None
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About Me: <blockquote>
Well… Ask. I’m a gay man from California that works in the data analytics field as a manager. I lead a busy life, and fell in love with a guy that moved to Peru and came back and now I’m hopelessly in love with him again? I also like cookies that are chewey and my five Tetra fish.
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Other Characters: <blockquote>
None
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<br>Rules Password: Locomotor
<br>How did you find us?: <blockquote>
omgeezers </blockquote>
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